"Everything," he says. It's true, the pressure of all of this is sometimes too much. Not like, specifically like a relationship, but this life that he has outside of being the Winter Soldier. It feels like it's too good to be true, like sand that could slip through his fingers and he wont be able to hold on to it.

"It's like this is all too good to be true and someone is going to show up and shove me in a tank again."