"And if you went back to the past, Natsaha, would you let them do those things to him all over?" It's a question to her, but clearly about Steve, about some of the bitterness he'd allow to fester over the years since he'd departed.

He'd never admitted that to anyone. He's not sure why he's telling her it now, but he hopes she'll be on his side. He desperately wants for anyone to be on his side in this, it's felt like forever since he's had anyone.